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The sound of his doorbell seeped into Luke Duvall's
brain. Hoping he imagined the annoying noise, he burrowed his head farther
into his pillow. The sound repeated a few seconds later. And a few seconds
after that. Unable to ignore the summons, he lifted his head and peered at
the digital clock on the nightstand. Luke groaned. Someone better be in
the middle of an emergency to ring his doorbell at seven o'clock on a
Saturday morning.
Luke threw off the covers and staggered to his feet.
A wave of dizziness made him grab his head to make sure it stayed attached
to his body. He shouldn't have had that last shot of tequila with his
brother John. Or last three shots.
Another burst from his doorbell urged him to head
for the front door. It had to be his best friend, Erin Snyder. He didn't
know anyone else who would dare to bother him this early on Saturday. Erin
had no concept of time. When she wanted to talk to him, she showed up with
no warning.
Ten feet from the door, he realized he was naked. He
doubted Erin would notice since she didn't look at him as a man, but
simply a friend. However, he didn't want to accidentally flash his
neighbors. He backtracked to his bedroom, pulled on a pair of denim
cutoffs, then returned to the living room.
Erin breezed past him as soon as he unlocked the
door and pulled it open. "I have one question for you," she said, her back
to him.
"Good morning to you too."
She turned to face him. "Why are all men
inconsiderate idiots?"
Translation--Erin had
broken up with her latest significant other. "I can't possibly answer that
question until I've had caffeine."
Luke led the way through his
house to the kitchen, not bothering to check if Erin followed him. He knew
she would. After four years of friendship, there wasn't much about Erin he
didn't know.
"What happened this time?" he
asked as he filled the coffee carafe with water.
"The same thing that always
happens." Leaning against the counter, she crossed her arms beneath her
breasts. Her arms pushed up the mounds, giving him a very nice view of the
top of her breasts in the round neck of her sleeveless dress. He and Erin
might be only friends, but that didn't mean he didn't find her attractive.
Very attractive. Her slim body, huge green eyes and long, curly
blonde hair all combined to make her stunning.
"Want to elaborate a bit on
that?"
"The sex was lousy."
Outspoken and honest as
usual. Luke didn't expect anything less from her. Nor did he flinch at her
telling him something so personal. They'd spent many evenings curled up on
his couch, talking about family, jobs, men, women, sex. It had always been
easy for him to talk to Erin, or for him to listen to her.
He scooped coffee into the
filter, pressed the button to start the liquid caffeine brewing. "Why?"
Rolling her eyes, Erin
released a frustrated huff. "If I knew why, don't you think I would've
fixed it?"
"Not if you don't know how."
"I can't know how when guys
won't talk to me." She seemed to deflate before him, like a balloon
slowly losing its air. "I don't know what I do wrong, Luke. I try so hard,
but the guys. . . Once we have sex, they don't ask me out again."
"Sounds like you're dating
the wrong kind of guys."
"I guess." She blew out a
deep breath, ruffling the wispy bangs on her forehead. "Dating sucks."
"Amen to that."
Luke went to the pantry and
removed the plastic container of chocolate chip cookies his mother gave
him yesterday. "How about some cookies to go with our coffee?"
Her eyes widened in pleasure.
"Your mom's?"
"None other."
"I'll get the napkins."
His stomach wanted protein,
like bacon and eggs, but he'd rather put the smile back on Erin's face
than worry about his stomach. He could eat something healthier than
cookies after he helped her feel better.
Luke poured two large mugs of
coffee, set them on the table in the breakfast nook, then went to the
refrigerator for the liquid creamer for Erin. He usually teased her about
liking a little coffee with her cream. He decided to hold off on the
teasing today since she needed support more than ribbing. He grabbed a
spoon for her coffee, sat at the table opposite her.
"What's the inconsiderate
idiot's name?" he asked, taking the lid off the container. The scent of
chocolate wafted to his nostrils, making his stomach growl. He picked up
one and ate half in a single bite.
"Gary." Erin took two cookies
from the container and laid them on her napkin. "I met him when he came in
the agency to see about booking a cruise for his parents' anniversary."
"Sounds like a generous guy."
"That's what I thought too."
She broke a cookie in half and took a bite. "Oh wow, this is good. Your
mom makes the best cookies." Erin laid down her cookie, picked up
the coffee mug. "I figured any guy who would lay out that kind of money
for his parents had to be considerate and thoughtful. And he seemed to be
on our first two dates."
"What happened on the third
date?"
"We had sex."
When she said nothing else,
he prompted her. "And?"
"And what?"
"Did he ask you out for a
fourth date?"
"No."
Damn. That Gary guy was an
idiot. "Did he at least say he'd call?"
"Oh sure. But he hasn't."
Scratch idiot. Gary was a
moron. "You said the sex was lousy. Why was it lousy?"
She shrugged one shoulder.
"Maybe it wasn't lousy, but it wasn't. . .what I want."
"What do you want?"
Erin set down her mug and
stared into it, as if the answer to his question could be found in the hot
liquid. "I want a connection, something that makes me feel there could be
more than just sex."
"Don't you think you should
give the guy more time? You can't expect to fall in love after the third
date."
"Why not?" She raised her
head and looked at him. The tears shimmering in her eyes tugged at his
heart. "My parents did. They fell in love on their first date. That was
thirty-five years ago and they're still in love. I want that too, Luke."
He understood how she felt.
Seeing his two brothers and one of his sisters happily married with
children had awakened a yearning inside him, one he tried to appease by
dating any woman he could. He hadn't done any better in the satisfaction
department than Erin. The orgasms left him feeling more empty than
fulfilled.
"Maybe it's me." Erin picked
up her half cookie and broke it into two more halves. "Maybe I'm lousy in
bed."
He didn't believe that for a
second. "No way."
"How can you say that? You
don't know. We've never had sex."
"Of course we haven't."
She dropped all the cookie
pieces to scatter across her napkin. Pain flashed through her eyes. "Why
do you say it that way, like you can't stand the thought of touching me?"
Okay, you have to fix this
before you dig a hole you'll never get out of. "You're my best
friend, Erin. I can get sex anytime. I can't find another best
friend."
She looked at him for so
long, he almost fidgeted in his chair. "Why are you staring at me?"
"Have you ever thought of me
sexually?"
What man who saw you
wouldn't think of sex? "Erin, you're a beautiful woman. I've seen you
in a swimsuit lots of times and you have a killer body. Plus you have all
that long blonde hair that can wrap around a guy's fingers. Your eyes are.
. ." He stopped before he admitted looking into her eyes made him think of
cool sheets and moonlight shining on naked bodies.
"My eyes are what?"
"Nothing." Needing some time
away from her, he grabbed his mug and carried it to the coffeepot. "Do you
want a refill?"
She didn't answer him, but he
sensed her walk up behind him. He quickly replaced the carafe on the
warming plate before he dropped it.
"My eyes are what, Luke?" she
asked.
Her low, husky voice caressed
his cock. Shit. He didn't want to develop a full-blown erection in front
of her.
She touched his back, between
his shoulder blades. Her hand felt cool against his skin that suddenly
seemed stretched too tight. "Finish your sentence, Luke. I need to know.
Please. I need something positive right now."
He turned to face her. Once
again, her eyes shimmered with unshed tears. He did what he'd done dozens
of times since he'd known her—he drew her into his arms. He kissed the top
of her head, rested his cheek on it. "Your eyes are as beautiful as
everything else about you. The only problem you have. . . Well, okay, you
have more than one."
His arms tightened around her
when she tensed as if to pull away from him. "We all have problems or
quirks or whatever you want to call them, Erin. Your main one is a lack of
patience. Two of your friends recently got married. Your sister had a
baby. You're looking in from the outside and wanting what they have. I
understand that."
"You do?"
"Sure. Guys want love and
happiness too. We just aren't sappy about it the way women are."
He heard her chuckle, which
made him feel a lot better. She lifted her head from his shoulder and
smiled at him. "You're good for me, do you know that?"
"Hey, what are friends for?"
He dropped a quick kiss on her lips. "Do you work today?"
Erin nodded, took a step back
so they no longer touched. "From nine to two. I have a couple coming in
the agency today who are planning an around-the-world trip for their
twenty-fifth anniversary."
"Wow. That should be a nice
commission for you."
"I can use it. My air
conditioner isn't cooling as well as it should."
"That's because you won't let
me replace it. Your unit has to be close to twenty years old."
Erin frowned. "Luke, I don't
have an extra ten grand in my checking account for a new central air
unit."
"It wouldn't cost that much."
"However much it costs, I
can't do it. I can barely afford for you to fix my old one. Even though
you don't charge me for your time, I still have to pay for parts."
"At my cost, which is what
you'll pay for the new unit. And you can pay it out for as long as you
need to. No interest. It's summer in Texas. You can't be without A/C. I
can check the schedule for an open spot and install the new unit next
week."
He'd decided a long time ago
that owning a heating and air conditioning company gave him the right to
help his friends as much as possible. He took enough of a wage to support
himself and left the rest in the company. He'd rather pay out bonuses to
his employees than have a huge chunk of money in his personal bank
account.
She wiggled her mouth back
and forth. Luke recognized that gesture as one Erin used when she was
trying to make a decision. "I'll think about it."
"It'll pay for itself over
time with what you'll save in electricity--"
"Okay, I said I'd think about
it." Erin rolled her eyes. "Sheesh, you can be so bossy sometimes."
"It's part of my charm."
Erin laughed. "Yes, it is."
She grabbed a paper towel off the roll by the sink. "I'm going to take
some cookies with me."
He knew she would. Erin
couldn't resist his mother's homemade cookies. "Help yourself. Just leave
me a couple, okay?"
She flashed him an impish
grin. "Maybe."
Grinning too, he watched her
wrap four cookies in the paper towel. "Come back when you get off work for
a swim. I'll grill some steaks for supper."
"Sounds great. I'll pick up a
bottle of wine." She waved at him over her shoulder as she walked away.
"Later, dude."
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